Besides being four days until I reach Oregon and partake in the second Northwest YouTube Gathering, today is my father’s birthday.  Unfortunately both my brother and mother have classes today, and I have work which means besides the late night and early morning congratulations and well wishes, we won’t truly be celebrating my father’s birthday until later tonight.

Back to Oregon, as the weekend comes ever so closer, so too are the people arriving in the Portland area.  I’ve pictured this as sort of a big race to Portland with many people coming by plane, bus, train, car, and even foot!  Although I get there myself early Saturday, I wish now that I could have gone earlier, say Friday afternoon, but I suppose something is better than nothing.  At this point I’m still getting my things ready for the trip.  I have to print out all the tickets and records, and make sure I know how to get around the area.  And most importantly have my camera and video camera on the ready to capture anything special that may occur.

That’s still a few days away.  And I can’t wait!

06022009482Standing outside of Meltdown Comics, I stood next to a man who was shaking uncontrollably, slurring sounds from his mouth, and clutched a tall can of an energy drink at his side, all the while spitting like a mule every few minutes.  This wasn’t the sort of character I was expecting.  As I waited for the midnight hour for when we would get to meet Guillermo Del Toro, get his book, and get it signed by the man himself, I expect the people outside waiting to be a mix of comic book fans, Del Toro fans, and most especially vampire fans.  What I wasn’t expecting was this peculiar cat spitting and trying to form words and sentences.

“So is he,” he spat, “excuse me, can I ask,” he spat again. “Yup,” I said, looking at him but not really because he gave a scent of someone who knew the discomfort of the cold, cemented sidewalk. “Is this for Benicio?” he finally asked.  When I told him no and that it was someone else, his head tilted to the side, he shifted his body and started to spit again.  His eyes began shuffling as if the inner him was stuck inside his brain, trapped by a sea of mess trying to form a question with this new bit of corrected fact.  “So are you,” he spat “I’m sorry to bother you,” he spat twice and I felt my eyes widening wondering if I’ll be stuck in line with the curious and stinky fellow for two hours.  “Are you a fan of Panders Ring?” he asked.  Searching my wits about me, another man came by the line, saw my predicament, and stood a bit away from us.  Oh how I envied him.  “Oh you mean “Pan’s Labyrinth”" I corrected him. “Ya, ya,” he spat.  And for awhile we continued this sort of conversation and added the second guy to the mix.  Every so often, the other guy and I would exchange glances that spoke “what is up with this guy” and wondered how the night was going to end up.  And after a while, it was silent.  I thought the end was here and I started to take out my ear phones, a nonverbal cue indicating that I didn’t want to talk, when the spitting fellow walked away.  HE WASN’T EVEN IN LINE FOR THE SIGNING!  I guess he was walking when he saw the line and stopped where I was at the end and just hovered there as we chatted and the line grew longer.  Surprised, the second man and I talked about how funny the whole exchange had been and was thankful “our friend” wouldn’t be joining us in line and for the wait.

Whereas I was baffled with the exchange with the spitting fellow and was ready to plop in my earphones and drone everything and everyone away, the second man and I struck a great conversation that made the line and the wait go by quickly.  The second man, Mario, lived in the area and was a fan of Guillermo Del Toro’s, and he and I struck up conversations stemming from comic books to movies and scary scenarios concerning the recent downed and missing French airliner in the Atlantic.

Coming into the signing, I envisioned it like other signings where we would come in, get our book signed, and possibly get a picture and then leave.  But the night went far better than I had anticipated.  About an hour into waiting, people from Meltdown came out and gave us cans of iced tea while we waited.  Strangely even though it was June already the day was cold and so was the night so that I was able to wear my Death sweatshirt and not even beat a sweat.  And to be giving an iced drink, it only endeared me the more to Meltdown.  But I’ve been at their other events and they have always been friendly and nice.

As midnight came, I expected the line to go in quickly and especially so because Mario and I were a good distance at the start.  But they only let a few people in and I was baffled.  Letting small groups come in made waiting even harder especially as we got close to the windows and wondered what was going on.  All through the night a lovely blond headed girl was coming out to check on the line and get peoples names to get their book personalized.  Walking outside to meet us, she beamed and said, “If you are willing to wait, Guillermo will sign every book.  He’s just taking the time to talk to people and draw cartoons on each book!”

TyreseBookSurprised at this, it softened the blow of waiting and made me long to meet Del Toro.  Some time after this, the musician turned actor, and now newly turned comic book creator, Tyrese, came out and talked about getting his book signed by Guillermo Del Toro and also talked about his new comic book coming out and his own event at Meltdown in a few weeks.  And after chatting and taking pictures with the crowd, Tyrese left and we all went back to waiting in line and peering through the window into Meltdown.

Tyrese!

As our time came and in I went inside to meet Guillermo Del Toro, I wasn’t sure what to ask him.  I told him I was fan of his work and how my friend introduced me to his work via Blade 2.  He quickly told me that he couldn’t do all that he had envisioned with the vampires in the movie but met most of his goals with the book and that all three books were in good development.  He noticed my Death sweatshirt immediately and told me he and Neil Gaiman were working to get a Sandman film in the works with Gaiman himself directing.

MeGuillermo

MyCardAnd before our time was up, I gave him one of my calling cards and he actually liked it.  It’s card done up like a name tag and it reminded him of “Shaun of the Dead” and how he gave people funny name tags.  And he even took a picture of it with him.  Del Toro made a great impression on me.  He was incredibly friendly and approachable, and when he talked or chatted with people he sounded as if he was talking to an old friend he hadn’t seen for quite a long time.  Though the only sad thing really was that I missed out on the speech he gave out at the start of the signing and I would have loved to have stayed and seen what he did with the last person in line, I truly had a fun time.  I had a great time chatting in line with Mario, continued my streak of attracting crazy and interesting people to my person, and picked up the last Sandman t-shirt they had in the store that actually was my size!

It was an awesome cold, June, midnight wait.

SignedGoodies

“UP” Review

In: Film| Review

29 May 2009

Disney Pixar's UPIt’s past 2AM and I’ve just arrived home from watching the midnight showing of Pixar & Disney’s latest effort “UP” which I also happened to catch in Disney’s Digital 3D.  First off: Disney’s Digital 3D is awesome!  Granted there still involves the wearing of funny glasses that makes one look like Buddy Holly (and which sucks even more for those of use who wear glasses in the first place) but it is a slight annoyance when compared with what is given back.  The 3D was vibrant, jarring, and very engaging.  The theatre I was in was filled with high school and college students so we weren’t completely new to the idea but once we put on our glasses on and saw the green previews screen in three dimensions, we were hooked.  Things popped out in front of us, behind us, and from all angles and while sometimes we knew what to expect, there were also moments that just shocked us into gasps, shouts, and movements.  I had my doubts with this new “Disney Digital 3D” but now I’m hooked.  If a movie is offered in 3D, I’m going to see it!

Now the last Pixar film I saw was “Wall*E” last year and I simply adored it.  I loved how it incorporated a science fiction and space story and weaved it with a romance and silent film.  But this time with “UP” I wasn’t sure what to expect really.  Though the trailers did help, the most I knew was that it involved an old man, a boy scout, a house floating by balloons, and a talking dog.  I knew an adventure was looming, but of what sort I did not know.

Yet even before this, a trailer came up that brought me and the rest of the audience to screams.  As the trailer started we saw a wooden floor and a small team of green, plastic Army men descend, and we knew.  We all knew what was happening!  And as our minds and hearts were screaming “Toy Story 3,” Woody came up and directed all the Toy Story toys we’ve come to know.  And for the few fleeting moments of the trailer, it seemed like the whole audience was brought back to the emotional ride that the Toy Story films had put us through.  We remembered the ride and the fun times had and we craved more.  We craved it so much so that the whole audience screamed when it was revealed that “Toy Story 3″ would be coming out in June 2010.  This was a good start. No! Great start to “UP” and we were left wanting more, and so the story began.

More UpCarl Fredricksen had plans for great adventures that got pushed back, moved, and even cancelled due to the day to day grinds of daily life.  And now as he reaches the twilight of his years, he finds himself on a grand adventure accompanied by a young scout by the name of Russell.  And that’s where I’m going to end the synopsis of the tale, since to say any more would be a sin and a denial of a great experience.

Since I denied myself any sort of glimpse into the story of “UP” I found myself wondering where this film would end on the Pixar sliding scale where on one end stood my lesser-liked films such as “Cars” and “A Bug’s Life” and on the other films like “The Invincibles” and “Finding Nemo”.  But at the end as the credits rolled on, I had “UP” rightfully besides the really great Pixar films.  To coin a phrase from Shrek, “UP” is “like an onion, it has many layers.”  The character work in this piece was outstanding and which was quickly mastered in the first 10 minutes of the film which broke my heart and the hearts of the audience.  In those first few minutes we are introduced to Carl Fredricksen and by the end, we know mostly everything about him.  In a short amount of time, we have shared many experiences with Carl that most other films take up the entire movie to accomplish.

On a technical and visual standpoint, this is one of Pixar’s best, if not THE best, looking film of its history, from the texture of the balloons to the unshaved stubble hairs on the face of Carl.  But if there’s one thing to notice in this film is the great detail to the clouds and mists.  If taken out of the film, one would have a hard time to pick it out from the real deal.  On the musical side, Michael Giacchino once again brings stunning music to the film as he did with “The Invincibles”.  And for this movie season, he has scored a fantastic score for first “Star Trek” and now “UP”.  This man is a talent and it is a great pleasure to see his name, his music, and his work along side films and works that I very much enjoy.

There’s so much to the film, from its buddy angle and its use of the Fisher King idea to some of the  pulp and science fiction nods from the comic books of yore.  It’s a film for couples.  It’s a film for friendship.  It’s about love.  It’s adventurous.  It’s fun.  If you like dogs, camping, and scouts - then you’ll be in a treat.  If you like animals, you’ll like it too!  As I left the theatre I was happy and elated.  Friendship and love, and people are important things, not the inanimate objects and ideals we cling to.  This idea, along with “one is never old for anything” is what I think of right now when I think back to “UP”.  As the 2009 Summer movie season heats up, I am very much pleased with how “UP” delivered.  And in these trying times, “UP” is a movie well worth your time and money, most especially with the Disney Digital 3D experience.  If you can see it in 3D, I suggest that you do so.  While some movies just gives a glimpse into a persons life or raises some ideas to think over in ones mind, Pixar flicks and “UP” in particular played to my heart strings and left me in a very good mood, and a very hopeful manner.  “UP” is very uplifting.  You should most definitely see it!

See it now!

Deaf To A Chamber Pot

In: Blog

26 May 2009

My friend Byron came down for the Memorial Day weekend and changed my plans of a low-key and some-what boring weekend into an incredibly fun one instead.  Though we didn’t do anything big, it was the moments hanging out with each other and old friends, and being in each others company that made it special.  I’m figuring out that I’m not a big event sort of person.  I like the moments instead.  I like the journey, and not the destination.

We saw two movies this weekend, Terminator Salvation (which sucked) and I Love You Man (which rocked), and ate well for many a meal these past few days.  We had steamed cajun-styled-and-spicy seafood on Saturday and tried a new Mongolian all-you-can-eat restaurant on Sunday.  And on both occasions, we ate far too much and topped both of them off with ice cream for dessert.  Although we were short a few people for a full compliment of our old group of friends, it was nice spending time with my friends and driving down to Orange County and Irvine.

I’ve been having some trouble writing lately and I’ve been feeling generally off as of late.  But with visiting Irvine and spending some time with my friends, I got recharged.  And I got even more recharged as I looked through the used books at the Brand Bookstore today.  I ended up getting two books that I enjoyed and read many times before, which are William Faulkner’s “The Sound and the Fury” and Truman Capote’s “In Cold Blood”.  These two books are a part of a small collection that stirred me into writing and towards English.  Finding these two books made me recall old days of reading near endlessly.  And now that I’m moving out of my room to a different room, so that my brother can move back in, I’m going to stock my bookshelf with the books that shaped me.  Along with these two books, I have books by James Joyce and the Harry Potter books sitting on a shelf.  But soon I want to find copies of “A Catcher In the Rye,” “Wuthering Heights,” and “To Kill A Mockingbird” to complete my collection.  Those books stand out for me and I can’t wait to read them again.

Butterflies Poster

Monday night on Melrose Avenue tucked among the trendy boutiques and eclectic restaurants, I arrived at the Bungalow Club to watch a private screening of Butterlies, a documentary about new media, YouTube, and a group of “weblebrities” that chronicles their origins, trials, and successes.  As our connectedness with the Internet and technology become more pronounced, so has our relationships to the people we see online at a near “always-on” basis which YouTube is a great example of.  Although somewhat of a niche community still, some of the more famous YouTube celebrities have flirted with more traditional media such as Tay Zonday, of “Chocolate Rain” fame; Fred, the ultra high-pitched voice and ultra hyper kid who’s the alter ego of Lucas Cruikshank who recently appeared on Nickelodeon’s iCarly (which itself is an aping of the YouTube culture); and Lisa Nova, who recently performed numerous times on Fox’s MadTV.

Butterflies is directed by Ester Brymova (FilmEster on YouTube) and follows the lives of:  DaveDays, a rising musician; Lisa Nova, an actress and comedienne; Olga Kay, a former Russian Circus performer; Mr. Safety, a sketch comedy artist, boh3m3, a vlogger who originated in the East and moved Westward; and xGoboBeanX, a female vlogger with her equally as popular dog Lucky.

What follows next are a series of vignettes about each YouTuber and their humble origins such Olga Kay who immigrated into America after a period with the Russian circus who quickly gained an audience on YouTube with her juggling abilities and oft funny videos.  Not surprising most of these YouTubers can base their origins to humor and music that catapulted them to successes that led them to their each respective areas.  In addition to laughter and song, by creating video journals these YouTubers quickly created a dynamic between themselves and their fans that have sprouted both fortunate and unfortunate circumstances.  For Boh3m3 after finding himself living a life he found dislikable he was able to move to California after some videos where he pleaded his case and when loyal fans donated enough money to get him out.  Similarly Mr. Safety found himself at the brink of homelessness when he decided to make quality videos that made him popular and became the main source of his income via clothing endorsements.  For xGoboBeanx, she faced a shattering blow when it came to her dog Lucky and found refuge and camaraderie among her fans that had helped her during some difficult times.  But on the flip side, these weblebrities also felt the sting of being famous from the throngs of adoring fans and the manic delusions of certain people.  And yet among these group of friends is still a sense of competition and one-up-manship where each is trying to out do the other and get more views and more subscribers.

To the uninitiated “Butterflies” is a fascinating documentary that sheds light on those who spend many hours and much effort taking video and posting them online onto YouTube.  And for those already a part of the YouTube community this is a great showcase of how many of the top tier YouTubers got started and where they are going now.  At the present moment the film has yet to find a distributor and I hope they find one so that this film can find a wider audience.  Yet on another level seeing as the film is also part based on the rise of new media, I would also hope that they would also explore different avenues of showcasing this film on the Internet, so as to reach the many throngs of fans that have made these stars shine, who may or may not necessarily live on either coast of the country.

Presently this film discusses the atmosphere of YouTube of the past season.  Currently there are reports that YouTube will introduce a new redesign of their site in the middle of April 2009 so as to showcase more “premium channels” and company sponsored partners, such as Disney, to combat the rising financial success of Hulu.com.  And even today with a report from the Silicon Alley Insider, YouTube is poised to lose about $500 million this year as it increases their capabilities to house all the videos uploaded to their servers, most of which are all user-generated content.  It begs the question, if YouTube caters to the more mainstream as a source of revenue at the expense of relegating user-generated content (which themselves helped make what YouTube is today) what will become of the “you” in YouTube?

What will become of these butterflies in the years to come?

Butterflies Trailer

I wanted to talk about Battlestar Galactica’s series finale but I feel I must discuss first and write later.  Sadly not many of my BSG friends are around to talk so I’m just going to list some of my questions and observations from tonight’s stellar series finale that blew me away:

- Cavil kills himself; he intrigues me so
- What is Starbuck? And it’s so funny her biggest fear isn’t dying but rather being forgotten; she’ll never be forgotten now
- Chief Tyrol is always a victim of his emotions
- I would follow Edward James Olmos to the ends of the Earth
- The many throwbacks to the original series was a nice gesture
- Ronald D. Moore at the end
- Who exactly are the “man and woman” angels that appear to Baltar and Caprica Six
- God, “it” - It doesn’t like being called that
- Earth! Put’s a new spin on the whole “it was Earth all along!”
- The CGI was magnificent; space battle at its finest
- So many right decisions, case in point the new President and the new Admiral
- Diversity not singularity
- I love Sol Tigh and Ellen Tigh
- My God: “frak” and MSNBC together!
- Nice references to Helios and Athena with hunting, farming, and building
- I love Doc Kottle

The Sounds Of The Mall

In: Blog

20 Mar 2009

Ice is being crushed.  A phone rings and no one is picking it up.  The cacophony grows larger as I begin to take everything in; shouts come forth from little children, pleasantries are exchanged through phones, a rapid ticking noise buzzes behind me, and an elderly couple walks right past me.  Two women nurses pass by the jewelry store where a couple stands looking at a piece of jewerly trapped by glass.  In front of me, at a distance, I notice an old white-haired man, scooping up spoonfuls of ice cream as white as his hair.  A father yells at his toddler daughter and all I can think is “the motivation to walk by means of humiliation.” Perhaps, perhaps not; they spoke in a tongue I did not know.  The ticking noise behinds me lingers on with a sustained buzzing that I can’t drone out.  And right in front of me I see a young boy hooded in blue, looking away from his father and their two companions.  These two are adult males but since it’s after lunch and we’re inside the food court, it’s not hard to realize that I’ve come into the food court at the prime time when caretakers take their mentally handicapped wards and patients to the mall.

Three men working at the cell phone island, stand together rapted in conversation, their lot of land stuck between the food court and Finish Line, Zumiez, and Hollister.  It’s a prime estate that gets plenty of foot traffic but sadly today for them nearly no one comes up to any of them.  My eyes and ears wander again.  I watch as a girl in a yellow top walks quickly away with a McDonald’s white paper bag in hand.  A young toddler runs away from his parents and unware of their cries to “stop” or “slow down”.  From where I’m sitting I can smell the oranges from the Orange Julius/Dairy Queen food island to my right and behind it, a photobooth and a stuffed animal vending machine, but instead of a stuffed animal it’s a bouncy ball filled with liquid.  Past those two I can see the miraculously white uniforms of the Johnny Rockets waiters.  Looking at the row of restaurants I spy Juice It Up, The Great Steak & Potato Company, Panda Express, and a Sbarro Pizzeria.

Sitting outside of Finish Line, a pair of shoes I have been eyeing are calling out to me.  They are singing songs of “buy me” and “wear me” like singing Sirens of monetary death.  But I shut them out.  The noisy family that has come together at the edge of my table helps drown the call of the shoes.  All through the food court I watch as families pass by, from parents with their children to kids from the high school, most everyone are in some form of group or collection.  There aren’t many loners like me sitting here but I rest assured a little bit as I see that I’m not alone.  The white-haired man has moved from his ice cream to a USA Today newspaper, and to my right I see a man sitting with a book in his hands a few inches from his face, and I hope lost in a good story.  I man in the distance goes to sit down and his face reminds me of a friend.  And at recollection of my friend’s face I beginning to wish I was like some of these people here walking through the food court.  I wish I was back in school and for a moment I wish to swap my problems for their problems.  The fanciful dream runs its course and I’m brought back into reality as someone’s cell phone buzzes to the sound of “Might Morhphin’ Power Rangers”.  No one picks up.  It goes off again.  And again no one picks up.  Ring.  Ring.  I swear the next time the phone goes off, I’m going to yell “Rangers!”

My stomach grows hungry but my searching soul’s own hunger trumphs the physical one, and I continue to sit here at the table at the end of the food court waiting.  I’m waiting from something.  Or someone.  But as I wait here, I am also searching out for the elusive matter - whatever the case may be.  This longing for something has been knawing at me for days.  I haven’t slept and this desire, this set of raw emotions, has off set myself to some degree and I don’t know rightly to quench this thirst.

Spoilers Somewhat Do Follow!  Proceed At Your Own Cinematic Risk!

I am conflicted.  I am full of thoughts, ideas, opinions, and emotions.  My hot dog fell on my shirt and I’m sleepy.  I have work in a couple of hours, and even though my body yearns for sleep my mind is awake because of Watchmen.

The hype.  The hype whether created by myself or the media made seem that Watchmen was going to be the super-hero genre’s Ten Commandments.  Perhaps I put it too high a pedestal that no cinematic representation would ever match what I saw in my head.  But simply put:  the movie is good!

At a whooping two hours and fifty minutes, this first viewing of the movie went by rather quickly for me and I was actually yearling for more.  There are of course changes and omissions from the books, as it’s expected when stories jump from medium to medium, but the main ideas and themes are still intact.  Both book and movie, despite the changes, still leaves a bitter taste in one’s mouth at the end.  The bitter taste being a sense of warped humor and false hope.  A taste of compromise.

And then there was darkness.  I gave up the ghost and went to bed.  With my thoughts still a jumble and my rest not fully realized, I begin again with my thoughts on Watchmen.

It’s strange how watching the movie last night made me realize things that I didn’t catch on with in the book.  For example, in the book (as it is in the movie but on somewhat a lesser level) I most identified with Rorschach and it’s not that hard because we start off with him and follow him and his thoughts throughout the book.  Yet in the film, there was another character that was fleshed out quite well, Dan Dreiberg - Nite Owl II.  With Patrick Wilson’s performance, it wasn’t hard to accept that this man was once a caped crusader who loved what he did but was now soft.  And yet as he and Silk Spectre returned to their calling, watching him return to the cowl was invigorating.

Thinking about Rorschach now, and how he sees the true face of humanity, I see now why he refused lie.  He’s an idealist.  He’s like a parent to the world’s population as a child; he doesn’t want to trick them into something but rather wants them to do it on their own accord and volition.  But Rorschach is also a realist.  He knows that the human race will never strive for peace for its own sake.  Homo homini lupus, man is a wolf to man.

But of the others I cannot remark on anything on this my first viewing.  The Comedian does indeed have a presence throughout the film and so does Doctor Manhattan.  Perhaps it is because the blue doctor is featured upon greatly in the book and followed near exactly in the film that I do not, at the moment, have anything extra to feel about him.  Actually strike that, though blasphemous to some, I do believe I have seen enough blue man dong in a film to last a lifetime.  But seeing as I will see this movie many more times and in other formats, it’s going to be my lot to see more blue man dong in 2009.

Is the movie perfect? No.  Without the beats with the newspaper stand and the Black Freighter it feels as if a part of the story is missing.  Does it hurt the film, no.  Same goes with the ending.  Though the ending is changed the same results are found.  The movie is still too fresh for me to make any objective review.  These are just my thoughts coming out to you just as them come to me.  Disjointed and running over the place.  But there can’t be any denying that the once unfilmable Watchmen has now been filmed.

Who watches the Watchmen?  We do! We do finally!

To say I’m conflicted about seeing Watchmen would be an utter understatement.  After absorbing every bit of information about the movie that I thought wouldn’t give too much away, I spent a majority of the time ignorant about the film.  But as the silence broke with bloggers and as more and more of the advertising was approaching critical mass, I let everything hit me at once.  I watched clips where post-production crew talked about the film.  I watched as Dave Gibbons, the artist on the graphic novel, talked about the book to film adaptation.  And I read.  I read reviews of the movie that were equal parts flattering and down flat mean.  And as the movie neared its release, I was getting cold feet.  No, not getting, I actually got cold feet.  I was going to skip the movie altogether.  But yesterday, on a lark, I checked some early advance screening tickets that were previously sold out and on my second check, there were some available tickets.  And after much thought on it, I decided to go.  It was going to be at the Arclight at 7:30 and I thought getting there by 5 would be a good bet.

Things should have turned out well.  I should have seen the film in one of the best theaters in Los Angeles and two days before it became open.  But alas, that was not my fate.  For this single event seven various agencies, from LA Weekly to film magazines to foreign press and even to radio stations, VIP tickets took a big chunk of the seating.  The VIPs took so much seating that those of us in line that usually would get in, found ourselves out of the movie.  And with the slim hope of getting in before the 7:30 deadline, we suffered hours in line during the rain and the cold.  But as 7:30 came and went, and when a man told us what we didn’t want to hear, we left without seeing a movie.  Only a whimpering, “I’m sorry” was our only consolation.  And for me, well, I was quite bitter.  It cost me dearly to go this screening and it was a devastating blow.  But after some food, some Lost, and a great night with Internet friends online, I came down from my stupor.  It was such a stupor that I finally sort of understood the thinking behind people who think “if I can’t have this, no one will”.  Thankfully laughter, food, and time brought be down to my senses.  But it left me where I was before:  how will I see Watchmen?

After some snap decisions, I am going to a midnight screening of the movie.  Alone and back at the Arclight.  I just hope that this decision is right.

lookingforalaskaLast night I finally finished John Green’s book Looking For Alaska and it left me sad on a couple of levels.  On one level it marks the last book of Green’s that I haven’t already read (not counting his novella in Let It Snow) and with such vibrant characters that I have grown to consider my friends, it hurts to see them go away.  But what really hurts me is the inevitability of it all.  When I first heard about the book, I idiotically thought it had to do with the state Alaska and thought it was some sort of self-discovery story set in the natures of the wild.  But as I discovered what it truly was about, after reading An Abundance of Katherines and Paper Towns, I was hesitant in reading Green’s first and arguably best (at this moment) book; which would be my last.  That part didn’t bother me until I saw a Facebook Event regarding the book and discovered a major plot point.  It changed everything.  Instead of reading a book completely blank, I knew the ending.

Would knowing the end still give me the experiences of reading it the first go round?  I wasn’t sure, it was if you asked me, “were you surprised that Darth Vader is Luke’s father?”  At some point I grew to learn that Vader was always Luke’s dad so I never experienced it as a sudden revelation.  And for a while I thought that this discovery in Green’s book would somehow cheapen my experience.  And as such, I took on reading the book the least amount of enthusiasm.  Of course it was not due to any part of John Green’s writing, which of course was awesome.  Quickly into the first chapters Green fleshed out the characters of Pudge, the Colonel, Takumi, and the ever so charming Alaska Young that after a while it read like a group of friends you happened to come back to after being gone a while.

Even though I knew the end, as I read more and more I came to love these people.  I shared in their pranks, I delighted with their romances, I stood baffled when they were baffled, and I was saddened when they were saddened.  As I finished the book, I realized that my going through it aped, somewhat, of my own personal perspective that the journey is much more important than the destination.  It didn’t matter that the book ended or how it ended but rather that I got to enjoy every aspect of it like being in a van with friends on a long journey.  A journey, as Pudge would say, to The Great Perhaps.

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Hello there, my name is Michael Midnight and welcome to my little slice of the digital realm. I love so many things but I’m especially fond of comic books, film & TV, the Internet, books, technology, and food. By day I work with books in a library while I aspire to become a published writer. Besides writing, I make some videos for YouTube, snap some pictures for DailyBooth, and talk endlessly about my life and ordeals on Twitter. I’m a Nintendo loyalist, an Apple fanboy, a Nerdfighter, a geek, a Harry Potter fan; but most of all, I am a dreamer at heart!

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